Caleb’s POV:
I slammed my foot on the gas, pushing the car to its Limit. Whenever I was in a bad mood, I’d resort to racing.
And when I heard the truth from that bastard, Colin, guilt started gnawing at my heart, suffocating me. It turned out I was dead wrong about Debra.
Because of what I did, she was expelled from the pack and hunted down. And when she needed help most, not only did I turn away from her, but I also insulted her ruthlessly.
Even today, I could still clearly remember the sadness in Debra’s crying eyes that night.
I couldn’t imagine how desperate she felt when she ran to that bar, fearful for her own life.
God! I was such a jerk!
“God damn it!” I couldn’t help but punch the steering wheel angrily. Although I had slept with many she-wolves, I was always fair to every one of them. Each of us took what we needed. But Debra was an exception.
Thanks to me and my foolish ego, her life was ruined. She almost died because of me.
My expression darkened. While I knew that I had a bad reputation, I never thought that the Alpha of the Silver Ridge Pack was worse than me.
Was it necessary for him to expel and even hunt his own daughter down just because she had slept with me? It was ridiculous! What the hell was he thinking?
I questioned his judgment, but it didn’t quash my guilt.
No wonder Debra hated me. What could I do to make up for all the pain I had caused her?
Would she even accept anything from me?
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My heart and mind were a complete mess.
“Hey, honey, what’s wrong? You don’t look so good.” Sitting in the passenger seat, Janiya looked a little scared. “What’re you thinking about?”
I hesitated for a moment and asked, “Janiya, if you were driven out of the pack and hunted down because of me, would you hate me?”
Janiya was stunned for a moment, but then she seemed to think that I was just trying to flirt with her.
She smiled and said sweetly, “Of course not, honey. I’d sacrifice everything to be with you.”
I didn’t say anything more. What Janiya said was touching. The old me would’ve thought that I was so charming to make a she-wolf so loyal to me.
But because my theoretical scenario for Janiya was a reality for Debra, I felt terrible.
I leaned my head against the car seat and sighed helplessly.
